First, I want to tell "mama" that I think one of the best gifts you could give a person is your hair. As long as I can remember in my life, I remember ALWAYS loving YOUR hair. It is, by far, the most beautiful hair I have ever seen in my life. And I have seen a LOT of hair.
Second, that thought leads me to why I am posting.
I miss Grandma. So bad so that I am crying as I type this. Does anyone watch Bo$ton Leg@l? This week was against Big T0bacco. The firm won, BT lost.
When they talked about the anguish and the pain of the cancer, I almost threw up. I mean that quite literally.
But this is what is really on my mind.....
Why is it that directly after a loss, the support is unbearable but when it..... well.... what is the word I am looking for????...... "passes", the support is gone?!?!? Don't people realize that the time AFTER is the worst??? The times when you are sweeping with her broom and lose it in the middle of your kitchen floor. The times when you are dusting his humidor and tear up because you can still smell him as if he is there in the room. The times when........
Why don't they call anymore? Why don't they email? Do they really think it's all better?
I MISS HER. I WANT HER HUGS. I WANT TO HEAR HER LAUGH. I WANT TO SEE HER SMILE. I WANT HER TO ROLL HER EYES AT ME!!!! I WANT HER TO SAY HER LOVE CUP NEEDS FILLED!!! I MISS HER!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
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Oh Honey. I know. I really, really know and I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have stopped calling you on Thursdays...
Love and Hugs...
I'm looking forward to Sunday!
I'll fill your love cup. You know you can call me anytime. (as well as you know that I am bad at initiating calls....)
I can now say again that I am busy, and wish it was not so.
Drama drama.
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